Giving up▬▬
Psyche stared into those blue orbs before soon a frown went across his face. He couldn’t be happy with such a sad presence in front of him. He pouted childishly pulling at the blonde’s cheeks. “I said smile…smile…”
“Why isn’t my lovely Tsu-chan happy?”
Tsugaru gazed at the pink alternate. “I’m sorry, Psyche-sama…I’ll try to smile again.” His eyes fluttered closed before he grinned from ear to ear just for his master. “Is that better, Psyche-sama?”
The blonde evaded the question. He didn’t want to say he wanted to die.
He raised an eyebrow staring at Tsugaru curiously, knowing deep down there had to be more of a reason for him to be upset.
It wasn’t fair.
Tsu-chan should be as happy as the pink alternative, with the wide grin staring him down he was still unconvinced.
“Tsu-chan…is lying…”
Giving up▬▬
Psyche giggled, twirling on one foot before dropping on his knees in front of Tsugaru. He smiled brightly grabbing onto the side of the blonde’s face, forcing a smile on those pink lips of his.
“You know I don’t like frowns silly~!”
Shaking his head the blonde tried to force a smile, but he couldn’t do it. He was to sad. Everything was starting to seem gray in his oceanic iris’. “I-I’ll try—” he muttered out, the small hands still holding his face.
Smile. Smile for Psyche-sama…
His lips curled upwards. Though something was off. His cheeks felt wet. Was he crying? He would check, but he didn’t have hands to feel for himself.
Psyche stared into those blue orbs before soon a frown went across his face. He couldn’t be happy with such a sad presence in front of him. He pouted childishly pulling at the blonde’s cheeks. “I said smile…smile…”
“Why isn’t my lovely Tsu-chan happy?”
Giving up▬▬
Psyche tilted his head, of course never letting Tsugaru fall out of his sight even for a second, continuously feeling the blonde would attempt leaving him once more.
He slowly walked into the room behind Tsugaru, being silent so the blonde didn’t hear him before giving off a huge sound.
“Tsu-chan my love~!”
The blonde had no idea that his master was home. He did not hear the door open, or anything else for that matter. It made Tsugaru wonder if Psyche was trying to scare him. Usually he was cold and malicious, but sometime he could act playfully like he used to.
“Psyche-sama?”
Psyche giggled, twirling on one foot before dropping on his knees in front of Tsugaru. He smiled brightly grabbing onto the side of the blonde’s face, forcing a smile on those pink lips of his.
“You know I don’t like frowns silly~!”
Giving up▬▬
I want to die…I want to die….
Tsugaru was tired. Tired of everything, the tears, the pain, everything. ‘Wouldn’t be easier to end it right now?’ he would ask himself as he looked at the tools Psyche had hung on the wall since the amputation. The thought of killing himself gave him some sort of relief.
How? How would he be able to do it? He had no arms or legs.
‘Perhaps I could fall off of a cliff, or maybe start a fire and burn inside it.’
Psyche tilted his head, of course never letting Tsugaru fall out of his sight even for a second, continuously feeling the blonde would attempt leaving him once more.
He slowly walked into the room behind Tsugaru, being silent so the blonde didn’t hear him before giving off a huge sound.
“Tsu-chan my love~!”
-unbelieving stare-
Can I trust you~?
Yes, please trust me.
You can. I won’t lie.…I guess I have no choice
-giggles innocently-
I’d have to cut off your tongue if you were lying though~ I need that~-nuzzles head into shoulder-
I promise I won’t lie. Never.
good~
-bites onto neck lightly-~
-unbelieving stare-
Can I trust you~?
Yes, please trust me.
You can. I won’t lie.
…I guess I have no choice
-giggles innocently-
I’d have to cut off your tongue if you were lying though~ I need that~
-pouts sadly-
Doesn’t Tsu-chan love me enough~?
Of course I love you. I love you very, very much.
More than anything, Psyche…”
-unbelieving stare-
Can I trust you~?
amputeetsugaru asked: They were very mean. They said that I should just leave, but I don't want to!
Did you tell them you’re not allowed to…
they should know better, you can’t leave without my permission. I don’t recall allowing you to leave…ever.
miminatsuki asked: *kisses cheek* "Nyan~ the anon wanted me to..." I replied running my tail over my bare chest, shifting uncomfortably in the black briefs that rolled up my thighs.
(This is late…le answers anyway)
“Th.,..that’s alright with me.~” He smiled hiding a small blush.
amputeetsugaru asked: Mean people...were trying to take me away and separate me from you.
….
Only if they wanted to die…they must be very suicidal to dare even speak to you…
